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Today I found really great deal on a ford focus, and after I bought it I was so excited. All I wanted to do to celebrate was go shopping, except that I had just spent all my money on a car and devoted all of my future money to repairing and maintaining my car. Fuck my finances. But after a little while I started getting physically uncomfortable and nervous at the idea of not being able to spend obscene amounts of money on things that have no need for. I feel like I’m going through withdrawals from a money addiction, and I disapprove.